The darkness fills what I have inside.
I get so upset I get mad and I cry...

It got to the point
where I didn't know if to laugh or cry...

I remember the first time I held you in my arms.
I was 7 years old and you were my first baby...

I thought that I had known what meant to be hurt.
But nothing hurts more than your hero...

I hate myself that I kept it a secret so long.
I thought the feeling had vanished and was gone...

You came into my life and picked me up from the...
I never knew you'd be the guy I'd been waiting...

So many tears of stories left untold.
Many fears I have to let go before I get to old...

Letting go was harder than I thought,
Even though for your love I really fought...

Willing to change
for someone new...

Is this how its supposed to feel?
is this the real deal...