I tell you that I'm not gonna cry
As tears run down my cheeks...

My hearts a dark a hole
my arms and body are scarred...

I remember some time back
where we were together...

Dont try and tell me how feel.
i know that this love is difficult but its real...

Lets stop and rewind.
go back to what we used to be...

My mom and my friends tryed to warn me.
but his smile made it so hard to turn away...

I cant take the blade!
as i lay on the floor dead for as it seems...

Mom,
its when i need you the most you happen to not be...

Shes my best friend and you are my lover.
i cant hate you if you like her your my love that...

Nothing happens my way
Terrible things come undone today...

Dad it seems like im never gonna be good enough...
i cant always be what you want me to be...

Like you ever really cared about our friend ship
you were just a pretender and i faker...