Im done.
done trying to please everyone.
and always trying to make everything right when everythings a mess.
when its a fact that at the end we all lose.
were tricked in to some game, we think we can out beat it, but we cant.....so just let it be

Behind each scar theres a story.
behind each tear theres a reason.
and behind each lie theres the grieving unwanted truth.

He's my morning thought.
the true appearing smile.
the light when its dark.
he's my night in shinning armer.
the king to my castle.
my desired love.
he's my heart an my soul, he's the one,always and forever.

Im torn between this life i live and where i stand...i tell you everything and i love you and we've come this far...and you know me better then most... and i'm not letting go now cause i love you to much to do that.

Try to understand that i love you...but give me some time to a just myself to you and the way you are...being really good friends is different then acually being together...i have fears that you know about so please respect that...

He's everything to me i love him soooo much everthing i want his him hes the reason i no longer pretend to be happy!
its real this time!

No matter what you do you fall in love and get hurt
its not fair but its the way we all learn to be strong

When am i going to realize that everthing i keep holding on to is nothing.....
everything i fight for is nothing...
i am nothing

Death and dishonor!!!!

My dreams are far from what you consider reality
there just a dream that keeps getting crushed and abandon
forgotton and broke.......