And every time i doubt him
he does something ExTrAoRdInArY
to make me remember why
I <3 him :))

I've cried so much that I don't
remember how to be STRONG
anymore</3

I've forgotten who i am
Without you im not a person
I dont exist
if im not with you i have no personality
ive lost the person i once was
and i dont want to find her...

Came back to show him i love him
to express how bad it hurts
to express how i feel
but i get in trouble for expressing things
so i come here and silently cry
is anyone listening to my silent cry...
cause he isn't&&

So many thoughts all scrambled
can barely sort them out
all i can make out is i love him
I love him is all i know...

The day I was born...I thought it
would mean something to you...
Make you happy and maybe you
would get me a present...but instead
I get blamed for asking for too much..

Where is the guy who wanted me back
the one who fought for me
the one who didnt give up
the one who never let go
Why is he now the one who is pushing
me away???

You used to care when i cried
You used to call me beautiful
You used to hug me and never let go
You used to surprise me
You used to love me....
Because we were kids, now we're adults
and your saying I don't deserve that
anymore</3

It hurts to be scared
It hurts to feel not wanted
It hurts to know hes loved
It hurts to not know whether you are
It hurts to be jealous
It hurts to know he has you forever
It hurts when your in it for real
It hurts when you don't know if he is

He's my best friend
He's my worst bully
I love him so much
I hate him so much
He does everything for me
There's so many things he doesn't do
He loves me
He.........