Will anyone ever need me?!?!?!?!

I SO SICK OF FEELING UNWANTED, FEELING UNNEEDED

So close to pulling out my old sanctuary again
so close...
so close...

If there's one thing in life you have to learn,
Things aren't like the movies, things never fall into place, and you don't always get your happy ending

She's like a flower,

She's beautiful,

Even when she's crushed

I'm telling the truth.
Why don't you believe me?
You're supposed to be my bestfriend.

They don't seem to know
That everytime they spit their harsh words
That she dies a little more
And day by day, word by word, she is slowly fading away

Each word you yell
Takes away a bit of her streangth

And each tear that falls
Takes away a bit of her soul

I have lots of friends.
But I still feel like they don't get me.
Why is that?
Will anyone ever get me?
It make me feel so alone.
And that's not a good feeling.

Feel completly alone is scary
It's a scary emtion
But what I'm even more afraid of
Is that I will feel this way forever