I remember last year how I cried myself to sleep so many nights

The nights were so different, but somehow so similar

Why am I back in this place

And its times like these
when I wonder how someone like me makes it through.........
If there is anyone like me

Why is it everytime we feel emtional pain
We have a need to feel physical pain

How are you supposed to explain to your friends that you've lost your will to live?

I'm not sure what to live for anymore.

How are you supposed to explain to your friends that you feel completly uncared for, and unneeded

When you feel that they dont care or need you at all

What's worth living for anymore?
Cause I have no clue....