I always thought I was never good enough
But when those harsh words came out of your mouth
I finally knew i was right all these years
And no matter how much I had hoped, or wished over the years that I was wrong
I was right, and it KILLED to be right.

I'm feeling kinda empty inside..........
Kinda lost

I haven't thought of the razor in forever
But now I think of more permant ways, it's been forever since I thought of my death.....my sucide

Each word you yell
Takes away a bit of her streangth

And each tear that falls
Takes away a bit of her soul

They don't seem to know
That everytime they spit their harsh words
That she dies a little more
And day by day, word by word, she is slowly fading away

I'm telling the truth.
Why don't you believe me?
You're supposed to be my bestfriend.

Her face has been tear-stained for too long
for anyone to ask her if shes been crying,
too long for anyone to care

You think things will get better,
But then you wake up the next day,
And things are just as screwed up as they were yesterday.

Sometimes are you amazed at how peaceful nature can be
and then you go back out into the real world,
and things aren't peaceful anymore

Will anyone ever need me?!?!?!?!