Can you change my black rose red?

If i die today or tomorow it doesnt really matter cuz im dying already...

I might have the most boringest life ever but it's cool... lol

I'll be back... dnt worry about a thing. i'll be careful. i wnt do anything stupid even though i want to but wont cause i promised you, i wouldn't. remember mi chiquito dorke te amo. bye...

No Matter How Many Pills I Take. Im Still Going Crazy.

Smile right now....

Cry later...

I'm Pushing everyone away so they'll forget i was even here.
forget i was even alive.
im pushing you n him n everyone. i just don't matter. n thatz the truth.

I'm Just Afriad Of So Many Things This Year...
That It's Starting To Scare Me.
That I Feel I'm Going Back Who I Use To Be.
I'm Afriad It's Coming True.

I never Meant to hurt you. i was never trying to. i never wanted to.
n well this is good-bye
i know im runaway from you but what else can i do when im hurting you.

I HATE Myself for many things.
My Number 1 Enemy is MYSELF.