No Matter How Many Pills I Take. Im Still Going Crazy.

Smile right now....

Cry later...

How can my dreams feel so real to me.
Feeling the tears run down my eyes when i wake up.
Feeling the numbness on my body.
Unable to breath the air i lost.
Why do they feel so real to me?
Why can't I sleep with any dreams or nightmares.

Have you ever looked in my eyes once?

if u did all that you would see is sadness and lonlyness inside. ='(

Lost In The World Around.
Lost In My World.
Lost In My Own Mind.

They might be small things but they mean the world to me. and they beauitful in everyway sweetie. I love them. thank you..

*To Mi Kitty*

I Love You ...

Even when you think you got everything u wanted n need. you real got nothing at all.

I cant take the pain u bring me. the tears u make me cry. i thought i could trust u with everything. i was just so wrong . i wish i could go back in time n have never have trusted u at all. u r breaking me apart. just leave me already. leave me ALONE!!!!

I just wanna...I wanna cry alone. i wanna die alone. i wanna be alone thatz all I ask for.

Believe me or not. I really don't care. it's my life not yours. I'm hurting myself not you. I'm dying inside not you. So. Dnt. Care.