I always thought i was worthless.
i always thought no one cared.
i always thought i should just stop trying.
but now that you've AGREED with me..

i KNOW that it's true.

So I lock the door of your judgement, and throw away the key.
But it knocks repeatedly.

--Calley

Part of me wants you to figure it out.

but a much stronger part wants to hide in the shadows
*forever*

Here i am again, repeating these same two words to you....

IM SORRY!

I've been wearing a mask.

but only my appearance has changed
i've still acted the same.
i've still talked the same.
i've still been me.

and the fact that you dont recognize me shows how much you dont know me...

I don't need the rain to cover my tears,
people just pretend not to notice
people just dont care.

and i am ashamed...

I've decided i'm going try...

just please don't make me regret it...

Just STOP!
i can't deal with this anymore.
i need you!
i love you!
just beleive me...please?

Whats the point of trying when you fail everytime?

I am so sick of people looking to me for answers.
i'm just as clueless as they are.
so stop getting mad at me!
if you didn't want my opinion, then why did you ask?