Escape into the music and let your problems drift away with every note.

I am so sick of people looking to me for answers.
i'm just as clueless as they are.
so stop getting mad at me!
if you didn't want my opinion, then why did you ask?

Whats the point of trying when you fail everytime?

Just STOP!
i can't deal with this anymore.
i need you!
i love you!
just beleive me...please?

I've decided i'm going try...

just please don't make me regret it...

I don't need the rain to cover my tears,
people just pretend not to notice
people just dont care.

and i am ashamed...

I've been wearing a mask.

but only my appearance has changed
i've still acted the same.
i've still talked the same.
i've still been me.

and the fact that you dont recognize me shows how much you dont know me...

Here i am again, repeating these same two words to you....

IM SORRY!

Part of me wants you to figure it out.

but a much stronger part wants to hide in the shadows
*forever*

So I lock the door of your judgement, and throw away the key.
But it knocks repeatedly.

--Calley