Hatred in my soul
Slowly losing control
Now it openly flows
And with it sanity goes.

I promised myself I wouldn't cry for you again
As tears run down my cheek
I promised myself you wouldn't make me sad
As they fall at my feet.

I'd rather be hurt by you then never to have met you

So please hurt me for my sake.

One of my old close friends told me that.

Life's to short to be depressed but my heart isn't strong enough to be happy.

You said that no boy would ever come between us but I never expected a girl to.

My best friend is a lesbian and it feels like I'm losing her...