In reality I know you don't want me and I know that no matter how much I love you that wont change. I don't blame you for my pain, the sleepless nights, the food I couldn't eat, nor for the searing pain in my chest...

You held me, warmed me, kissed me, and loved me... As you did that you told me I had no reason to come back after I left...
Does that mean you don't want me anymore?

I always told you he wasn't that bad. I always defended him when you were angry with him. I let him hurt both of us...
The worst part was I truly believed that of him... I thought I knew him

Even though I do a lot of stupid shit, for reasons I don't even know, you're always there to open the door and ask "What did you do this time?" and help fix what I've done.

You want to be with me...
But we both know you need a guy, and I'm not that. You told me that wasn't true... but you know what? If it wasn't you wouldn't have been trying to find a guy while we were together...

Even though we're miles apart,
Even though we've never met,
Even when you're not online,
I'm still here for you

In your eyes, I'm beautiful
In your arms, I'm whole
In your kiss, I'm flying
In your words you love her

No matter what you do, not matter what you say, who you're dating, somehow once I'm in your arms my conscience can't seem to get to me and all I hear and feel is you

I love you. I'm not asking anything of you, I'm not asking you to feel the same way. I just need to tell you because its eating me up inside and I don't know how to save myself from this...

Love is such an odd thing. Sometimes its hurts so bad you don't want to breath, sometimes it makes you cry so much you think you'll never stop but sometimes it makes you smile even when you don't want to...