Even though we're miles apart,
Even though we've never met,
Even when you're not online,
I'm still here for you

In your eyes, I'm beautiful
In your arms, I'm whole
In your kiss, I'm flying
In your words you love her

No matter what you do, not matter what you say, who you're dating, somehow once I'm in your arms my conscience can't seem to get to me and all I hear and feel is you

I love you. I'm not asking anything of you, I'm not asking you to feel the same way. I just need to tell you because its eating me up inside and I don't know how to save myself from this...

Love is such an odd thing. Sometimes its hurts so bad you don't want to breath, sometimes it makes you cry so much you think you'll never stop but sometimes it makes you smile even when you don't want to...

You held me, warmed me, kissed me, and loved me... As you did that you told me I had no reason to come back after I left...
Does that mean you don't want me anymore?

In reality I know you don't want me and I know that no matter how much I love you that wont change. I don't blame you for my pain, the sleepless nights, the food I couldn't eat, nor for the searing pain in my chest...

If I was going to get away and get over you I'd cancel my phone, close my emails, and move away from here... but the truth is I'm not ready to do it... maybe after a few more years of suffering I'll be able to save myself...

The last thing I intended was for me to fall this hard again knowing this time, that you wouldn't help me up again....

I laugh to myself a lot because I truly never saw this coming... If I'd known I would fall for you and hurt this much I never would have wanted to be your friend...