She radiates confidence with her quiet smile,
She's let go of her burden that clouded her for four years.
That burden was you.

You're the prayer inside me.

I am afraid that when all is said and done, I will realise that it was you all along.
But then it will be too late.

Hiding our secrets didn't help save us.

I am trying to forget every kind word you said to me.

And in that moment I swear we were infinite.

It's horrible,
But I wish you cared about me enough to start cutting again.

I am thankful for the other girl.
It has helped me move on.

When I say I dont care, I'm not trying to convince you, I'm trying to convince myself.

Once I've learnt to love myself, I promise I'll love you next.