Learning to be myself struggling at 13
wishing i was gone and im still hurting...

He grew up in a world were violence was the key 2...
None of them really started chasing there dreams...

I said i was sorry for what ive done... i said i...

Aint it hard when you love someone but they dont...

I stare ...
at myself, examining every detail of my body and...

(this is just a lil poem for my brother dean who...

I dont want to sit around jump up everytime i hear...

I dont want to think im suicidal..
because that wouldnt make me normal...

I close my eyes at da sight of the blood
bang my head at the thought of the word 'DEAD...

Now i know that love aint meant to be a play thing
now i know its not an ordinary, everyday thing...

If i suddenly started to hurt inside i wouldnt...

I touch the hand you use to hold, touch the neck...
I whisper goodnight before i fall asleep, just so...