What are you supposed to do
WHen your dreams will never come true
When everyone leaves you
ANd your stuck here all alone with no one to turn to....

So now your gonna say sorry
After you beat me
Made me cough up bood
Made me constantly cry
Now after I'm covered in bruises and all alone
And I'm so pathetic I forgive you
Is this what's right???

I wished I was still with my ex and you came along. Now I wish I was with you. But I don't know where you are you left after you destroyed me and said you loved me and her.

I see you with her
Your arm pulling her closer
ANd i wish that was me.

I don't love you anymore.
WHy can't I convince myself that's true??

I'm never going to get over him can't you see.

I would kill myself just to make him happy and he doesn't even care....

I keep telling you
I'm happy your with her
I don't care you don't love me
But the truth is
I wish you would not believe those lies
They're convincing you but I can't convince myself I don't need you
Cause I do need you!

Once upon a time
I was slowly losing my mind
ANd now I'm slowly dying
And no ones around to save me this time

Isn't it sad how vampires in books are so true and people in real life always break you down?