I wish something horrible would happen to me
So i could see who acctauly cared
And so i could finnaly feel something again.

I can't feel anymore pain
No matter what i do
I just sit here drenched in blood
Feeling numb

I'm running our of things to feel.
I used to feel sad, hurt, broken, and alone.
And now I jsut feel numb....

I'm gonna cry. Im gonna scream. Im gonna shatter my heart beyond repair. Im gonna tear myself up. Im gonna do whatever i have to to unlove you. But so far its not working..

I'm sitting in my white gown
All alone on the couch
I'm drenched in tears
My heart's shattered
But when I open my eyes
And discover Im alone
I'm destroyed.

I wished I was still with my ex and you came along. Now I wish I was with you. But I don't know where you are you left after you destroyed me and said you loved me and her.

I see you with her
Your arm pulling her closer
ANd i wish that was me.

I don't love you anymore.
WHy can't I convince myself that's true??

I'm never going to get over him can't you see.

I would kill myself just to make him happy and he doesn't even care....