To want for ourselves is a luxury that is not needed to live its only wanted to create an illusion of happiness.

I am totally captivated by you, i'm drawn to you like no one else and i don't know if its because i love you or that i'm completely forbidden to.

This pain and hunger that burns through me is hard to push away but I will push it away. I will lie and kill this aching desire for the hope that one day it will simmer down.
For the dream that one day my heart will stop breaking and I'll live again.

I want him desperately, wantonly
I need him like I have never needed before
I love him like I have never loved before
But I must live with this pain and hope one day i can forget about him.

I will never see your back because you will never turn away from me, I will never see your face because you will never turn to me. So I will be forever stuck with your profile as my memory of you.

Love is unique to every person because they are unique to love.

Shall thou touch thy lips to poison as thy mind and heart touch the honeyed venom of my soul?

Its hard to want something you can't have but it's even harder to give the wish of having it up.

Have mercy on me
For what I have said
Forgive me
For what I have thought
Kill me
For what I have done

My silent pleas go unheard and my closed mouth screams go unlearned.