You want to know why I'm with him?
It's because I don't want to think of you.

No matter what I do I'm always thinking of you.
No matter who I'm with I always want it to be you.
And I hate you for it.

If your in the room my eyes always have to be on you, if it be that your always in my preipheral vision or my eyes are on you once every minute, as long as I know your there I'm happy enough to smile.

My silent pleas go unheard and my closed mouth screams go unlearned.

Have mercy on me
For what I have said
Forgive me
For what I have thought
Kill me
For what I have done

Its hard to want something you can't have but it's even harder to give the wish of having it up.

Shall thou touch thy lips to poison as thy mind and heart touch the honeyed venom of my soul?

Love is unique to every person because they are unique to love.

I will never see your back because you will never turn away from me, I will never see your face because you will never turn to me. So I will be forever stuck with your profile as my memory of you.

I want him desperately, wantonly
I need him like I have never needed before
I love him like I have never loved before
But I must live with this pain and hope one day i can forget about him.