This is my story, sad as it may be
It's something that I feel would benefit me...

I'm scared
I'm angry...

A perfect little girl, the picture of grace
Everyone is fooled when they look at her face...

God, I'm such a loser
An embarrassment to life...

It's been a long time since I was free,
To eat what I wanted and wanted what I eat...

I wander through the fields of darkness
up the streets of fears...

Skin and bone,
Pale and wasted...

Life is a journey, I just got lost along the way,
The demon that visited decided to stay...

I have a nasty secret,
I can't tell you what I do...

I want to be so thin that the slightest breeze...
I want to be so thin that I am so unnoticeable...

These little cut-out dolls are paper thin
holding hands and smiling with saccharine grins...

Body full; eyes empty
Lifeless soul in raging flesh...