It never stops

This is my story, sad as it may be
It's something that I feel would benefit me
To tell all these people, how I tried and tried
I went to the doctors... I broke down and cried
I got rid of the glass and I told everyone
How I waited and waited, until the scars were all gone
But thats not the end, see, you know what comes after
It ain't lots of sunshine and bundles of laughter
The moment the world got too much to bare
I smashed up a glass with so little care
I cut up my arms, aware what I'd loose
But I knew deep inside it was my turn to choose
The pain never ends, the pain that's inside
No matter how hard, we all try to hide
The way that I see it, this helps us deal
It gives us a chance, for us all to feel
So if someone asks you, why do you harm?
Just tell them it's your way of making you calm
Of stopping the pain, that pounds in your head
That the only thing you want, is to curl up in bed
Tell them there is no way to understand this
That all you want, is a hug and a kiss
That one day you'll cut, your wrist too damn deep
Then finally be able to eternal sleep.