I just can't do this anymore i give up

I hope one day he regrets giving me up

Id rather feel pain then nothing at all cause at least i know im still alive

I wanna die and i know how exactly how to do it

I don't want to do this anymore...im so sick of myself

In the end i wish i was stronger than i really am

After eveything i really do wonder if i meant anything to him.....

After all i have done i don't deserve love anymore

I really want to be in his arms tonight

I wish that he could fall in love with me like i fell in love with him