"I can live without you, i just don't want to"

Rumor Has It

Once he was with her, i told myself i wouldn't give up the fight for him, but im so weak that i can't go on

I heard a rumor and it was bad, but at least i know he still thinks about me

He moved on just like that, and i didn't. Whats wrong with me?

I just wish i could tell him i still love him and show him how much he hurt me

Even when I have people that care about me I still want to die

I honestly don't want him
I'm sorry but i don't
Im not going to fake a smile
im sorry but i wont

"Be careful they say
Don't give in
Be careful they say
Don't let him win"

From my poem "Be Careful"

I finally did it, I moved on. But why do i still want to like him

He said when i thought of cutting just to think of how happy i make him, but now that he is gone what do i think of the stop me from cutting?