Please.. i beg you... stop hurting me

I'm so glad i got away from him but why does a part of me still want him

Watching him take his last breaths just kills me knowing he might not be here tomorrow

I hate myself. I know i'm hurting him and yet i do nothing. What is wrong with me?

He used me and i still want him.

I wish i could tell him about how much he hurt me but i know he wouldn't care

Its not that i did it with him that makes me sad its that he was my first

I would do anything to erase him from my memory

I changed my friends, i changed my whole image just for you and what did i end with? a stranger in my body and a broken heart from you

I didn't know him as much as others but he will always stay in my heart.
R.I.P. A.J.