In the end i wish i was stronger than i really am

I don't want to do this anymore...im so sick of myself

I wanna die and i know how exactly how to do it

Id rather feel pain then nothing at all cause at least i know im still alive

I hope one day he regrets giving me up

I just can't do this anymore i give up

I really want to die now....

Why does he have to keep popping back into my life...please you destroyed me, leave me alone.

My sercet has trapped me into someone I do not wish to be

Let's be honestly this is just awful...