Would you rather become heartbroken or a heartbreaker?

Will I find a way to tell him how I feel about him?
Will he come to me and will he read my mind?

I told them not to worry about me. I told them I am doing just fine in my misery like being crazY.
Getting Drunk *=*
Crying my eyes out :'((
Pissing off my friends.

PS I HATE YOU. Pls come back and rescue me.

You fix everything just by being here.

What did u do this to me?
Why did u do this to me?
You make it hard to smile
'cause u make it hard to breath <\3

Was she your girlfriend?
Was she your girlfriend?
Was she your girlfriend?
Was she your girlfriend?
I wanna know......
......'cause it's killing me inside </3

I don't like you right??
I don't love you...
but why do I get jealous every time when I see you and her getting along together so well??

When you are around I ignore you.
You start the conversation first.
I blank you and I am mean towards you.

I ignore you to get your attention.
I blank you to hear your voice again.
I am mean because I want you to think bout me more.

Loving you was a crime and not being able to meet you is a punishment :'(

Why is that what we like has to hurt us so much.... and leave so many scars?