Once again I hate myself for all the things I do
Like hurting the ones I care for like fu**ing...

This is what the guy wrote in the note to me that...
girl your just so beautiful to me, your that...

Alone I sit
away I go...

Look into my eyes and you'll see whats in my heart
you'll see how I hate every minute me in you are...

I hate my life hate it so
but why I hate it none of you will really ever...

I don't know what it is how no clue at all
why I like you so much the way you catch me before...

Here I go one more time with all this shit
We fight and fight then I'll sit here and cry...

Every I wrote this a while ago so don't flip!!!
Dear Everyone...

I'm so afraid of everything so afraid to care
so afraid to wake up one morning and have you no...

Isn't it kind of funny how we fight so much now
I know I love you but some days I'm not sure how...

This is killing me how you never answer your phone...
its like we aren't even going out at all...

Ive had so many questions on my mind for these...
you may thing I'm crazy maybe even nuts...