I need you to help me be strong, even though i could be strong on my own. I need a hug and a smile and a "baby you're not alone."

If youre wondering how often I think of you
I think about you all the time.
If youre wondering how much I want you,
I wake up wanting you every day
If youre wondering if I want to think of you, if I want to want you, if I want to love you, I dont.

I am afraid of losing you
Dont promise youll never leave
its gonna hurt so bad
When you go back on that promising
Don't promise youll always care
We both know youre not there
Dont promise
cause when you leave
Maybe itll hurt less

I swear I was never the same
When you walked away that day
And that kiss goodnight
Will stay with me

She doesn't look
But she still sees
They tell her god exists
But she doesn't believe
They tell her it will get better
And she laughs in their face
They make her say the prayer
But it's said with no faith

I am a girl who suffers
But I don’t want a show
I’ll always suffer in silence
And hope they never know
Because they are everything
My friends deserve it all
They deserve the happy end
They shouldn’t watch me fall

I knew I shouldn’t have told you
This is all going wrong
Get the hell out of my hurt
It’s not where you belong
This shouldn’t be happening
Let me set the record straight
I am not your concern
You will not suffer from my pain

Because you weave pictures
Of the most beautiful dreams
And everything you will do
To stifle my screams
But in the dead of night
The nightmares are dark
There’s gruesome pictures
Infecting my heart

My head is spinning
My heart is rushing
My mouth is shut tight
While my body is pulsing
So I reach for it
And make short quick strikes
And all of a sudden
Everything is all right

I fell, I fell hard for you
You could tell
And then I was used
Just a kiss
The taste of sin on his lips
he pulled me in and i forgot
Everything i knew

Dont ever fall in love, its the loneliest thing