Why, Why did you tell me the sweetest lies
Just to break my heart
And why did you take everything i had
You didnt want it so give it back
tell me why, you made me a toy in your game
Why i was put to shame
And I'll never be the same

Sometimes we grow up. And i swear to you i aged years the moment i walked away. Sometimes you have to let your little girl go. She cant always be yours. But she'll always remember that she once was.

You can hold me
You can’t hold me together
You can kiss me
But that doesn’t make it all better

Can you keep me safe
While I sleep?
Can you hold me close,
Can you promise me?
You wont leave me alone
In the darkness
Can you keep me safe from the nightmares every night
Can you save me, From my mind

I miss the way you hugged me
The way you smelled my neck
The way you'd stroke my hair
As I lay there and slept
I miss the way you missed me
I miss how I felt like I was flying
I miss what you did for me baby
And I hope you know Im lying.

Have faith My lonely angel
Its saying keep holding on
It doesnt mean a thing
Just try to stay strong

Rest your head my lonely angel
Escape into your dreams
Ill never forget my love
Not all angels have wings

I want to paint a picture
The most beautiful thing you've seen
The sky would be clear
This picture would be clean

I would paint it of butterflies
Of purple skies
Of black horses
And the most beautiful lies

I feel like I'm falling again
And baby, I don't want to go back
I need you to be a reason
To put on a smile and laugh
So please, don't leave
Don't let this end
All I'm asking for love
Is for you to be my friend.

Why cant you be that man
The one i've always dreamed of
Why can't I be that girl
The one you'll always love
And why do you capture my heart
My essence, my being, my soul
Why do you love her
When its my heart you stole

How far I’ve fallen into you
The things I would be willing to do
To just have that feeling one more time
Just for a moment for you to be mine

(From my poem, Not What I'm Supposed to Do, check out!)