I came here to inspire
To motivate...

I could calm down a hostile crowd
Make a church start a riot...

Unorthodox
I live outside the box...

My dream is to reach the highest level
So I have to go out and battle...

Afraid to close my eyes and sleep
Lately my thoughts have been deep...

Sometimes I just wanna give up or at least take a...
Thats when I close my eyes and see my grandmothers...

Depression has me constantly contemplating suicide
Thoughts of death forever playing through my mind...

Tears drop on this blank page
The darkness rattling within like an animal caged...

Depressed daily
The bread winner of my family...

Its funny how one statement or thing can change...
From being happy you can become short tempered...

Burst of inspiration that only last for a while
It gets harder to keep a smile...

A life full of pain
Of stress and strain...