It's a cold and silent scream,
Nothing is as it seems...
There is no light,
Only darkness...
My chances have come,
My chances have gone...
So this is the day
Where I know that I don't want to stay...
You are the happy one,
The modest, and the funny one...
I feel so sad,
I cried for my dad...
Today I will cry,
And wish that I would die...
Deep long gashes along my wrists,
My hands tighten into fists...
Let's dream,
Let's dream big...
Just one more drink;
To take away your fears...
The sun is about to rise,
My teenage days are at their highs...
Your eyes that smile,
Make it all worth while...