I remember when i found you
you had lost it all...

Your funeral was held
around a quarter past three...

She never says the wrong things
because no one knows of her secret life...

Her makeup formed a perfect silhouette
against the shallow light...

She stares at the mirror in silence,
her fist is ready to explode...

Numbing the shock of losing you,
I will never defeat...

I held my breath and clentched my fist
nothing you say can take away this...

Theres never a day that I wake up
And think that I am supposed to be here...

Dear Dad,
Hiding me from the world...

She held onto his hand tight,
as he drove away her pain...

Id cry my face dry
if i could make that many tears...

I'm sorry I'm not here with answers
On why I'm never there...