Holding myself tight.
Cryen all through the night.
I'm so f.u.c.k.i.n.g alone
But it won't be shown
Put a smile on my face, act real tough
I'm 14 and already had enough.

Tears are fallen..
I'm on my hands and knees crawling..
Trying to get away, I don't wanna stay..
Trapped in this thing called life..
Picking up the knife..
I just want the pain to go away..
Today might be my last..
So all this shit is past.

A pathetic little soul lost in this big little world.

Next time I fall for you catch me and hold me tight. Don't drop me again.

Go ahead smoke your weed, do your little deed but pardon me while I get up and leave.

Full of shame..
I'm taking the blame..
For all of the pain..
That fills me up inside.

Run away..
Run away for the day..

Pass the blunt. Toke it up. Get away from the world for a little bit. Take another hit..

Pick up the bottle.. Drink it all away.. Today ain't my day.

And the day that you leave and turn your back towards me I'll cry until my eyes are red and wish I were dead..