I love your beautiful glistening eyes,
I love the clothes you wear...

I look in the mirror
To see a girl staring back...

For Ester
Dying, so slowly...

Why? why was I fake?
Did I have to pretend this didn’t hurt...

Last year was so good
It was like heaven...

They acted like my friends
but they pushed me away...

Death…then what?
How do we know...

Why’d you kill my great uncle,
My brother’s basketball coach as well...

Hello all, I must confess,
I’ve lied to you for years...

A troubled time, a painful life.
A broken promise, so much strife...

Outstretched fingers before you,
Like so many times before...

The world can change in just one day,
What if it changes soon...