You have me hanging on every word,
Everything around us becomes so blurred...

Your honesty always mesmerised me,
The day was sweet, my dream was true...

A long healthy life she did not lead,
Her dreams all failed, she didn’t succeed...

Look at my skin,
So ugly, cut up, sore and full of distaste...

He pushed me into doing things I’d never done...
He was like a wave, pushing my life into another...

It’s been so long since you controlled...
So long since I cared that we were apart...

I felt so hated and really scared,
I had to do something about the pain...

In the hands of fate everything went right
We met in the purity of that beautiful night...

Mr. Razor; you were the love of my life,
I fall for you and became addicted...

June 17th 2003
Dear Diary...

Baby, I do not wish to love you any longer,
I was happy the month this ceased...

I don't want to love you,
But I need to hold you...