For JAY :)
I am drained of power and also of hope...

I bare the brutal poets curse,
of analytical tendencies...

Just when I thought I was free and the monster was...
I can sense its presence...

It takes but a second to realize the truth,
Falling from love hurts; and I have the proof...

LET IT FALL
Give me a reason to live like this...

Once upon a time there were tears,
I seemed to cry them every day...

I made a mistake and I'm not proud,
I let love dominate reality...

Fight back; say your words, cut into my skin,
Seek revenge over my truth, but you can never win...

Please don't cry honey, you don't deserve these...
Just like you don't deserve 5 minutes, let alone...

Sometimes I wonder if not for 4 words,
I would have been alright...

My worst nightmare is here so lock me away,
Imprison me; I don't want to see this day...

I may be unhealthy
I find that exercise is no fun...