Why...does it have to be..this
way...

I always thought we'd be together...
Just like they say..best friends forever...

Laying here alone in my bed
Thinking of every little word you...

If you love someone let them know, otherwise get...
Never having them know just how much you always...

I'm just getting used to not
speaking with you every single...

I don't know why I still cry.
Can't understand why I still let...

Lying astray in my dreams, never seeing really...
Each time my blade slides across my delicate skin...

Confessions of a broken hearted best friend..
I still just want to hold you close...

I know it's been a while since I
saw you last...

If you never come back into my life, I'll know...
If you never call or write, I guess our goodbye...

I often write poems to forget
the pain...

Some say it's better to have
loved and lost, than to have...