Do you ever wonder what it would be like to wake up, with a real smile?

You never know what somebody can become,
You never know what they're going to be.
But what you became,
Was the one thing that crushed me.

You're all so proud of me. Because I'm getting better & happier.
When the truth is,
I'm just getting better at acting.

You introduced me too hell.

Razor blades & Handguns.

Knee to knee,
Chest too chest,
I can hear your breath,
It makes me weak,
and I love you more than you'll ever know,
But every time I see you with her,
It makes my heart sink low..

I'll never be the same again.
because I fell,
And you didn't catch me.
I hit the ground,
Now the damage will be there forever.

I just wish you knew,
about the things going through my head.
I just wish you knew,
about the pain I feel each day.
I can't even sleep,
I just lay in my bed.
and stare at the ceiling,
wishing things were okay.

Nothing compares too you.

What are you supposed to do, when all the bad things are all that's in your head?
All the bad things that have ever happened.
And you just can't concentrate,
Because it's all going to fast.