I just decide to be strong and to forget about every thing coz no one deserve my love event the one i thought he do he actually love hurting me so i swer i will move on its over :)

Am so far from allah !!!!!!!!!!!!
allah help me to be close to you coz am so lost now

Tell him i don't ever want to see him again,
Tell him, he meant nothing to me,
Tell him i never loved him at all,
Tell him i will not miss him ever.
BUT ....

PLEASE Dont tell him that i said all of this with tears in my eyes .... :'( :'(

Because of you, I can never be emotionally close to any boy beyond a limit..
I will always be afraid that he will hurt me just like you did ... :'(

I am stonge and i know that i can put all those feelings out of my littel heart i just need some time i am not good lier so if i keep hearing u i will never pass this

Well i guess i can say it :
i love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from the first time u asked me i couldn't reply coz it wil change nothing but now i can't hid it i
love u and i always did and do

To not have expectation is to not have pain in life

I told you that i wont let you go and i wont leave you but when when i saw that being around hurt you more i choosed to go ( deep inside i wish if u comeback but you wont)

I miss u but i can't tell you know!!!! i just want to talk to u like we used to do bt i guess u dnt want this anymore just one day fare from u is like hundered years i miss you

Am hurt bt i can't say the truth i prefer being hurt alone and let u live ur life !!! in this moment am the most unhappy girl in the world i just let go the only thing i ever want