What do you do when the one you love only see's you as a friend with benefits.....

If I keep this up my wrist won't be the only thing that will bleed.

Someone asked one day what I was doing. But I didn't know how to respond. Because I myself had no clue, what all I am doing is leading to.

And when I think the tears have stopped,
You turn around and another drops.

You can't ask what's already dead if they are ok or if something is wrong.

Hold me back with all you got,
Cause you'll never get another shot.

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

From poem "Story Of A Girl"

I want too see you hurt the way i'm hurting,
Cry the way I do,
Scream the way I do,
Feel useless the way I do,
Get pushed around and abused Everyday..
The way I do.
I hate you,
You will never understand.
And it will never be okay.

Its safe by me
You can lean on my shoulder
Let it all out or,
Youll just be colder

-Prt of poem "Just cry now"

Why do we cry, When the pain will still be there,
Were do our souls truly lie. When the sorrows come, lured in by the sound, We surly are to die. Slow and painful taking joy in the weeps, we all will close our eyes.