Looking into my dark abyss
the night has drawn...
You have been the greatest friend ever
but im starting to feel something more...
Everyday I sit here thinking it's me who he loves
I think to myself I am one lucky girl...
I messed up and im sorry
i just couldnt take it anymore...
It hurts so bad
i cant believe i almost died on you...
I've got a hunch,
That when I see you I will...
I want sad music to play
I want to see the tears...
You never see me bleed
its all i ever need...
I am nothing anymore
just a memory left alone...
If you knew how much i loved you
if you knew how much it hurt when you left...
I wish you were here
i should have never left you...
Sweet painful memories
Cold and pale...