If I sit here and act like nothing is wrong, maybe I can lie to myself and pretend it's all okay. Maybe I can act like you never walked away.

How could something so right, turn out so wrong?

I can't help these feelings, it was not my choice to fall so hard for you. I can't pick who I love, and if I could it wouldn't be someone who's hurt me as much as you...

I swore that last time would be the last time... It doesn't surprise me I lied...

Why is it that I can be doing just fine, and then one smiple thing you say makes all these feelings return along with all the pain? That after so much time spent telling myself I'm over you, you still have the abilty to make me fall all over again?

I just need someone to talk to. Someone who will tell me everything will be okay, when it's so obvious it won't. You can even lie to me and say you care; Just so long as someone's listening. Then maybe I'll have a reason to hold on...

And what happens when a smile isn't enough anymore?

Next time you feel the need to tell me you care, don't waste your breath on a pointless lie...

Behind my smile, is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me, and you will see, the girl I am.. Isn't me

All the smiles; all the laughs; all the silly texts. All the hugs; all the kisses; all the cheesy movies. Late night phone calls; sunset walks; holding hands; all the talk. Was all that a lie too? Just like your "I love you"?