~+~Why when all we want is to die, we cry for the people already dead?~+~

~+~A life without you is a life without love and a life without love is a life without purpose~+~

Ashley

~+~I just want to be free of all this pain...just one day wake up and have someone tell me it was just a nightmare~+~

XXXI'm not sure if this is mine or if I read it somewhere..if your tell me..i'll be sure to give you creditXXX

~+~No matter what I do, it's always wrong... well how about I slit my wrists and go away...then who will you blame?~+~

~+~My life is a big book...that soon will end~+~

~+~Bloody cuts lead to..........beautiful scars~+~

~+~I want to be free and fly away, get old and die one day~+~

~+~I could tell you everything you wanted to know...but you still wouldn't understand who I am~+~

~+~I think that if I started to cry now....I know I wouldn't ever stop~+~

~+~People think I fake being sad and that I have all this pain, but the more I think about it why would I choose to be this way each and everyday~+~

from a poem i'm writing