~+~Why when all we want is to die, we cry for the people already dead?~+~

~+~Bloody cuts lead to..........beautiful scars~+~

~+~I want to be free and fly away, get old and die one day~+~

~+~I could tell you everything you wanted to know...but you still wouldn't understand who I am~+~

~+~I think that if I started to cry now....I know I wouldn't ever stop~+~

~+~People think I fake being sad and that I have all this pain, but the more I think about it why would I choose to be this way each and everyday~+~

from a poem i'm writing

-+-I don't want support, I don't want pitty, all I want is to be free and for you to be forgiving-+-

*Ashley-half way to hell*

-+-Life is hell to me, i think that there really isn't a hell, but that we already live in it-+-

*Ashley-half way to hell*

They wouldn't let me into heven, and the devil was to afraid i'd take over

darkestangelever

I'm one step from the edge and your hoping i won't jump.

blackestangelever