I'm so broken and scarred.
I never thought it could be this hard...
I lay here wide awake in my bed,
with thoughts of you running through my head...
Why do you make me feel this way?
Plead explain it to me...
I look at the girl in the mirror.
The one that looks so strong...
All three of you are angels now,
and in silence my head will bow...
I'm lying here in your bed,
rethinking all the things you said...
Why is it so hard to forget this?
You are the one I always miss...
You make me sick.
Why do you lie...
I miss you when you aren't near.
Why can't these feelings disappear...
Why can't I be pretty enough?
Why can't I be skinny enough...
I'm so tired of being hurt by you,
while you're perfectly fine...
I hate you so much!
I don't even want to feel your touch...