My heart hurts, it burns and breaks, over and over again

I love sleep, I hate the dark,. Two contradicting statements that don't make this life any easier.

It's just another day, nothing will go my way. To leave this place i prey

The cuts are now healing. The scars are now sealing everything inside. That is where it will stay from this day on.

The reason i met you was to say goodbye

I would never wish myself upon anyone

Whats the point in keeping the smile on your face and pretending your ok when they're gonna know ur not when you leave anyway?

How can I expect anyone else to love me when i CAN"T love myself?

I'm talking, you're listening, but you are not hearing me.

Lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me

~MEST-Shell of myself