I'm lost in a world hwere darkness consumes the person. Once they are gone they become like a tornado, sucking up the people closest to them and spitting them back out, like they never mattered at all.

My problem is pretending 2 b fine wen i m not. Ur problem is pretending 2 b fuct up wen ur not. No matter how much I h8 me, i'm glad im not u!

I think it's fair 2 say, u hav ruined my life but jus stay away from my friends and dont u dare hurt them, i dont care wat happens 2 me but they r all i hav left so stay away

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

~evanescence-tourniquet

I'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight i'll lie here all alone wondering what our future holds.
and my life should fall apart would you still care?

~MEST- Lost, broken, confused

So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?

~MEST-Jaded

Lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me

~MEST-Shell of myself

I'm talking, you're listening, but you are not hearing me.

How can I expect anyone else to love me when i CAN"T love myself?

Whats the point in keeping the smile on your face and pretending your ok when they're gonna know ur not when you leave anyway?