Im sorry for all the hurt ive caused,
but now my life is paused.
I can't keep living like this,
so now its time for the blades last kiss.
It dances across my throat
like that of a boat
across the lake.
No longer do i have to fake.

Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?
i promise you can have it back,
after i pull the trigger

Im sorry im not stronger.
im sorry i couldnt last longer.
im sorry im weak.
im sorry ive reached the peak.
im sorry that i hurt so much.
im sorry for using you as a crutch.
im sorry for everything.
and now, i can hear angels sing.

I cant take your endless whining.
why am i still with you?
your always doubting what i say.
how am i supposed to live this way?
every day, your the reason i die a lil.

Your lying to me, i know you are. please, stop making me guess. dont leave me standing in the rain. im so sick already.

I cant take this pain anymore.
the nightmares have become unbearable.
even with you out of my life.
i cannot get rid of that night.
i cant get rid of the hurt
someone, please. have mercy and shoot me

Could it be true? could someone actually like me and make me smile?

Go ahead, you cant hurt me. cant you see? I'm already dead. So stab that dagger right through my heart. I dont care.

I honestly thought i could save you, lord was i wrong. Instead, im just more dead. I'm gone.

Im sorry that i couldnt stand on my own longer...