I just wanted you tell you
That I miss you so very deeply...

You told me to wait
And waited I did...

I used to think
That you were different from the rest...

Where do I go from here?
These feelings that I am starting to fear...

Dear anonymous
I am getting sick and tried...

As i walk away from my past
The shadows always following me...

My reality is much to dark for you to view
For your eyes will bleed darkness...

Who ever truly listens
Who ever truly fixes the hurt...

Please forgive my past
Please keep in mind...

It started off as a game
And the bet was on my heart...

Dear mother I care about you so much
It hurts me to see you upset...

I am tired of being nice
It gets me nowhere in this world...